I wish

I wish that my head wasn't hell Wasn't crazy Wasn't a place I'm afraid to go because I'm scared of what could happen A place where I didn't feel like I had to have a anchor to the real world So I don't get stuck there Was calmer safer saner Then it is

I’m not

I'm not trying to hurt you I swear I'm just trying to figure out where my feelings lie And how to tell you Without hurting you