I wish that my head wasn't hell Wasn't crazy Wasn't a place I'm afraid to go because I'm scared of what could happen A place where I didn't feel like I had to have a anchor to the real world So I don't get stuck there Was calmer safer saner Then it is
I'm not trying to hurt you I swear I'm just trying to figure out where my feelings lie And how to tell you Without hurting you
You learn to put so much faith in the words I promise And the more you trust The more the promise has the power to destroy you
I wish I could say Merry Christmas Without all the ghost that lurk in my past But I can’t I still see them vividly The laughter The joy The dancing The way you grabbed me and kissed me under the mistletoe But I cant But Merry Christmas
You think I'm brave Try seeing the monsters that lurk in my darkness You think I'm pretty Try seeing the people it took to make me believe it You think I'm smart Try seeing how long it took to get this way You think I have a handle on it Try seeing the stuff that … Continue reading You think
Hey guys! So something I've recently become really interested through a story I'm working on is DID or (Dissociative Identity Disorder). This used to be known as multiple personality disorder which is probably what more people would know it by. One of my main characters in the sotry I'm working on has DID so I've … Continue reading DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder)
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I feel like a ticking time bomb One that is going to explode any second on someone I care about I don't want to feel this way I don't want to feel like I can control my emotions Like my demons are more in control then I am But it hurts It hurts … Continue reading Ticking